Beniflower的奇幻世界 Beniflower's tideland-END(完)

「我只能陪你到這, 接下來還是必須自己面對真實世界」 「I can be your company only till here, from now on you have to confront the real world yourself」

Beniflower的奇幻世界 Beniflower's tideland-27,28

她得到了自己所欠缺的東西,可是奇怪的是並沒有因為感到充實滿足而快樂. 就在精靈掠過的瞬間像變法術一樣感覺前所未有的煥然一新,原來過去一直只看到自己‘沒有’的部分而沒有欣賞過‘擁有’的美好 She’s got what she lacked, nevertheless, she neither feels fulfilled nor happy. At the moment while the elf sweeps her, magically she feels turning into brand-new, it turns out to be that she’s kept looking at her ‘lacking’ part and never appreciated the wonder of her ‘having’ part.

Beniflower的奇幻世界 Beniflower's tideland-25,26

所有的殘骸落入河中，她垂死掙扎般的低喃「希望我能有像蛇一樣完美的身體」 出乎意料地願望輕易實現,於是接著向山丘上的稻草人默念「希望我還能有稻草人柔軟的頭髮」 all debris fells into the river, she whispers in a death-bed struggle tone「I wish I could have a perfect figure like that snake」 Beyond her expectation, the wish has come true. Therefore, she looks at a scarecrow on the hill and prays「I wish I could have soft hair like that scarecrow」

Beniflower的奇幻世界 Beniflower's tideland-23,24

分辨不出到底是自己還是這個世界顛倒了？奮力掙脫使得僵硬的身體如同石塊崩裂並往下滾動 She can’t tell is it she or the world that is upside down？Trying to struggle to free herself, her stone-hard body bursts into pieces and keeps rolling down.

Beniflower的奇幻世界 Beniflower's tideland-21,22

好不容易來到一個出口, 卻被複雜心思化身成的多腳怪物纏住,還奪走了她意識中僅存的判斷能力 When they arrive in an exit at last, a monster formed from her twisted mind catches her, taking away her few-left ability of judgment.

Beniflower的奇幻世界 Beniflower's tideland-19,20

「必須看得清一切才出得去」一個精靈來到她面前.

精靈帶領的路途迂迴迷離讓她摸不著頭緒.
「you have to see through the truth to get out of here」an elf appears in front of her. The indirect and indistinct route he leads confusing her.

Beniflower的奇幻世界 Beniflower's tideland-17,18

承受到了極限的汽球終於掙脫開了. 在意識朦朧中感覺到自己墜落到一個永恆禁錮的地底. 一道來自遠處的光似乎是在預告即將到來的轉變.

The balloon can’t take it anymore and gets rid of her. Slightly, she’s aware of falling into a timeless captivity-abyss. Twilight from distance seems to predict the coming change.

Beniflower的奇幻世界 Beniflower's tideland-15,16

在天剛破曉時他們來到一個遙遠的城市,晨曦的寧靜讓一切希望重燃.
但隨即陌生和未知所釀造的莫名恐懼使她將汽球牢牢繃緊.
At dawn, they arrive in a far city, everything seems hopeful under morning sun. Not too long, the fear out of unfamiliar and unknown feeling makes her tighten the balloon, though.

Beniflower的奇幻世界 Beniflower's tideland-13,14

「月色下的深淵裡或許正是我所尋找的..」如果沒有明天便不會再有期望；沒有期望便不會再失望.

「要不要和我一起遠行呢」一顆要到遠方的氣球飄到面前.
「maybe what I’m looking for is deep down this abyss ..」if tomorrow will not come, it will not have any more expectation; without expectation, it will not have disappointment.
「would you like coming to travel with me?」a balloon stops by and asks.

Beniflower的奇幻世界 Beniflower's tideland-11,12

「是我被隔在世界的框框外，還是世界在我的框框之外？」

不但沒有找到原本缺少的東西，眼看連自己都要迷失了.
「am I outside this world or the world is outside my frame?」
She hasn’t found what she was looking for, even worse, she feels loosing her mind.

Beniflower的奇幻世界 Beniflower's tideland-9,10

這樣的境遇始料未及,怪當初不應抱有夢想, 亦或是軟弱的不該;不甘就此下沉於是奮力跋涉,卻怎麼也走不出這片泥沼.

She has never expected confronting the situation this bad. Is it her fault of having dreamed too much, or being too weak? She can’t stand sinking like this, trying to get through all of these, but couldn’t get rid of this swamp.

Beniflower的奇幻世界 Beniflower's tideland-7,8

在曲折落寞處乍現的是轉機還是危機,當自己就這麼身在其中時 也只能啞然 Who knows that what appears on the winding road is actually an opportunity or crisis, but when we’re on the road , we can only be struck dumb.

Beniflower的奇幻世界 Beniflower's tideland-5,6

外表的光鮮一點都不實在 總在跌倒時才看得到真正價值所在 The brilliant appearance is virtual, we know what we’re worth always after falling down.

Beniflower的奇幻世界 Beniflower's tideland-3,4

該往哪裡走,不知道. 或許問問陌生人,卻被冷漠潑了一身濕. She has no idea where to go. Maybe the strangers get some clues, however they splattered her with coldness.

Beniflower的奇幻世界 Beniflower's tideland-2

Beniflower高高在雲端多麼令人羨慕讚嘆,可不是嗎?而, 她並沒有為自己處在居高臨下的優勢趕到欣慰滿足,還是不住頻頻往下探視,試著在這個未知的世界裡找出那個手上握有她身上的‘缺角’的人.

Beniflower up high above the clouds, so enviable so fabulous, isn’t it? However, is she satisfied with her superior status? She just can’t help looking down this unknown world, trying to find out the person who holds her ‘lacking-part’.

Beniflower的奇幻世界 Beniflower's tideland-1

其實...每個人心裡都有一個空缺, 只是大小因人而異 而且有的人絲毫不感覺到它的存在總是開懷自在, 有的人卻視這個缺口為生命的全部痛苦難熬, 甚至以為這塊缺角掌握在世界上其他人的手裡.
To tell the truth... there is a hole in the mind of each of us, it's just that each person has the different proportion or deepness of it, and some never aware of its existence- happy-go-lucky, on the other hand, some take this emptiness as his whole life-living painfully, furthermore they believe that the lacking-part must be possessed by someone else on earth.